Another anonymous weight-loss blog? Whhhhaaaattt? WWhhhyyyyyyy?
The simple fact is that I'm embarrassed.
I have so much in my life. I have a wonderful fiance. I have a supportive family. I have wonderful friends. I am pursuing two career paths that I am passionate about. I live in a beautiful city, full of awesome weather. I have so much.
And literally, I weigh sooo much and it's embarrassing.
I'm embarrassed enough that I care so much about my weight, that I let myself get this far, that I have this weakness. It's an issue that I'll be working on but for now, I'll make the change within and start working on the outside as I go through this struggle.
I have a awesoem self-confidence and this is going to about turning my body into Big Sexy.
Big referring to my big personaitlty, big dreams, big attitude.
And not my weight.
Anyways, who am I?
I'm a twenty-five year student, in my MFA program. I like Starbucks, scrapbooking, storytelling and obviously - I'm over-weight.
I got fat when I was eighteen. I left home, I stopped sports and I started eating more and more unhealthy items. I didn't have self-control and it was all too easy to eat, drink and eat some more.
Pretty soon, I had a weight gain of 150 lbs in six years.
At my highest weight (March 13th, 2008), I weighed 325 lbs. It was insane.
So I'm making the change, slowly but surely.
Big Sexy, here I come.
